My heart aches....

I feel upset when I think of you.
My heart aches each time I see how nonchalent you are.
Its tiring, and hope is diminishing.
You make me happy. I feel happy when I'm with you.
But maybe because I'm stupid.
I do not want to give up.
I still hope for things to turn for the better.



but maybe... maybe...
I should just give up.