Life is weird

Life is indeed really weird.

When one faces problems, all of them comes crashing down on you at almost the same time. Its like, all of them accumulates and then come find you at the same time. Making your life even more miserable. And after this series of problems, and you have already hit rock bottom, in which it could not get any worse, you get a boost by having only one good factor coming into your life, and then peace for awhile.

Well, I must say I'm being hit by problems after problems. Worries after worries. Negative events after negative events. Not yet rock bottom yet, so I'm anticipating for more of such to be coming in to make my life even more painful to live.

I don't see how and why one organisation which is supposed to be good in its cause can have so much internal strife. For one person to reach the top, he disregards all others and steps on them just to climb to that position. Removing all possible threats in the process. Just like how the emperors of China in the ancient times rule their kingdoms. Executing all the officials of the past dynasty to destroy any form of chance of a rebellion. But they usually don't sleep in peace. So maybe these people won't sleep in peace after doing so much bad deeds.

Also, being down and unlucky in one part of my life for many years in the running. It kind of sucks to be seeing myself in such a different state from how most of my friends are in. They may tell me that having their state is not exactly the best of it, and that my state is better... I just have that hope its just different, and more blissful to be like how they are. Some of my friends have different views on this matter though. And I'm pretty tired of trying. Many tell me to wait and things will turn for the better. But I've been waiting for so many times, and yet it turns out to be nothing but disappointment. Well, I guess I have to see how things goes.

Lastly, I think its only right to be grateful and thank all my friends who have stood by me. Regardless of whether I'm happy or sad, they're still there. Although at times I may have forgotten their presence, or at times be engulfed with a couple of people who are not treating me well, I am truly apologetic for that. So, thanks to all those people who have been there for me! You're appreciated :)

PS: I hate not being appreciated.