I had a really bad dream/encounter last night.
I remember vaguely that I had an unknown force pressing down on me and I was trying really hard to breathe properly. By then, my mind was already awake and I could even hear myself struggling to breathe. Soon after which, I started to feel more relaxed and started to breathe properly. But at the same time, trying my best to wake up, but to no avail. I am awake, but my eyes are not opened, and I cannot move my limbs. Awhile later, I opened my eyes in a sudden and every thing looked normal. This is when people tell you, you were just visited by the spirits. Ha.
But anyway, I'm really feeling very moody at this moment. I have so many things to do that I'm feeling lost and I don't know where to start. Pathetic life of a student studying in Singapore seriously. Other than worrying about my studies, I am quite pissed off with myself for not being the self I want to. I find it especially tiring to be faking my personalities to different people. Sigh.
I have no wish to carry on this post. I just received another F-ed up news. Sick & tired of life.

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