Mixed Up

Ever seen how you put fruits into a juice mixer and switch it on? What do you get? A mashed up gooey like substance with a few large particles that still remains. That's exactly how my feelings look like now if you were to dish it out.

I don't know what's up with me but there are many factors contributing to this. Its usually at such point in time whereby I cannot dig out all these feelings vomit them out of my mouth like how I want to. Its not nice keeping it inside me but no matter how much I want to talk about it, I can't seem to be spilling it out.

But whatever it is, I only know one thing. Seeing things happening around me, changes that happen, makes me kinda sad. Don't ask me why, or what, cos if you do, you haven't been reading the paragraph above this.

Cheer up mr chan. You can do it!