Motivation, please come!

I can't seem to find the motivation to put in effort in studying for the final examinations that I'll be having in TP. Shouldn't it be everyone having the strongest desire to do well and having the "final push" to better their grades in the last semester in the course of study? Apparantly, I do not find that kind of strength to carry on.

My course work grades this semester is atrocious. I thought we did pretty well for our projects, but unfortunately it didn't turn out that way. I screwed up my term tests in which pulled my course work grades down drastically. I'm really upset.

Its important for my course work grades to be good. Because I'm one who doesn't do exceptionally well for my examinations. They are worse than atrocious, trust me. I don't want to take any supplementary papers. Neither do I want my grades to deprove. I want to maintain the record of my grades improving every semester since the first. Although my GPA is already screwed to the max, improving every semester may be a selling point for my resume.

I'm scared. But I'm not doing anything. What in the world am I doing?!

i'm screwed