Bring me back to Innocence

When I look back and see myself as how I was in the past, I kind of miss those days. The times when you don't think about consequences, you just do what you feel like doing, and then face the music later (but I get freaking shit scared when I have to admit my mistakes). And then friends were so much more simple. You like me, then we be friends. I don't like you, then we don't be friends. No masks around one another. You don't think about what's going to happen in the future. Although it may not be like a dreamland whereby happiness is all around me all day long, but at least they were so much more carefree than now. Its all about worrying about this and that, thinking about this and that, judging here and there... Its just such a fake world to me now. I feel so demoralised looking at how I am right now. Just bring me back to the days when I'm more innocent, at least I can be happier.

I need to stop what I'm doing.

How I'm behaving.

How I'm reacting.

How I treat others.