Once again, I have mixed feelings.
Happy that I do not have to travel all the way there which spoils my beautiful sleep. As well as no need to go home so late after trainings and the dreadful debriefs. Also not forgetting preparing my uniform which is such a chore. Lastly the happiest of them all, is that my contingent marched very well and received many praises.
Sad because I prefer the training and the cadets there. At least I feel more appreciated and I feel that I'm of some use. The standards of drills are definitely better which makes me feel more satisfied in training those cadets. And now that its all gone, I am down to nothing. Lastly, upset also because I did not take as many pictures as I did back in 08.
Jealous due to... hmm... maybe i'll skip this part.
Pissed off because of certain RATS who came.
Totally no sense of shame.
Totally being thick skin.
Totally acting as if they're part of it.
Totally DISGUSTING.
Proud because my contingent was well received. They marched really well and I'm proud of everyone of them. They are praised by many people too (oh I mentioned this before).
Gold Unit Flag Party. I guess I'm fated to die taking that contingent.
But I'm satisfied =)
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