It's 4:43AM in the morning and here I am updating my blog. I find it solace to be here in the dark hall facing my laptop screen typing into this space right now because its all so quiet and serene, just the fish tank's pump action and the fan's blades spinning that I could make the most noise out of.
Yesterday was eventful. To a certain extent. I am really sorry for not being able to meet a friend for movie and dinner. Yes, I PANG SEH her twice in a row. What an ass I am. Doubt you'll be seeing this, but if you ever did in the future and you still remember me, then here's an apology for you.
I think people who blog about their everyday routine are boring. People who blog about things oh-so-chim are trying too hard. People who blog like how I do, probably won't update so often. Unless his/her life is so choppy that goes up and down like the waves carrying a boat with it. I really can't be bothered much to elaborate on this. But yeah, if you understand it, good for you.
I think I'm an epic failure. I keep banging the wall knowing that there is a wall right there infront of my eyes. I don't seem to stop hurting myself regardless of how much the wall has hurt me. I think that banging the wall is part and parcel of the process in achieving what I want. One day, I will find a pillar so strong that it will never fail to be there for me. And yes, I'm talking about you. Friends.
Ah yes, the catch of the day.
I didn't catch the biggest one.
But at least I caught a few =P
I'll miss being so carefree, very soon.
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