Yes, a totally new environment (okay, not really new since I've been through the tip of the ice burg before). There are definitely pros and cons to every thing we do in life. I mean, there's no such thing as a straight road here. Its either uphill or downhill. And of course I choose to believe that if you have already hit rock bottom, the only way is upwards. And I really do hope so for my future career which just embarked on its journey.
Physical Training in there is tough. We run a lot. I guess that's because the nature of our job requires us to do that a lot. Arm power training is tough as well. Likewise, nature of the job. I hope I can get through trainee life smoothly and get over with it fast. I really don't like being a trainee under someone's direct supervision all the time. Its tiring.
Life's rather unfair too. Undeserving people, or rather I feel that I deserve better, can get awards and promotions while I didn't. I don't think that's very fair. Although I do not know the reason to why I did not attain them, but then again, the only thing to comfort myself is I shouldn't be too materialistic. But maybe its time to rest my piece and time for other people to step up and showcase themselves.
No matter how unfair life is, I think being a man of value is more worth.
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