Training

It has almost been a month training in TRACOM now. Seriously speaking, comparing the training here to the one I had in the army, this is nothing. In a way, I am glad that army has toughen me up before coming into TRACOM for my training. Probably that's the blessing in disguise or otherwise, I might have been terminated. However, I still am not performing well for my running (stamina) even though we do a lot of running during our PT. I just hope to clear my IPPT safely and hopefully obtain a silver (for the first time).

My squadmates are beyond words. Selfish individuals, self-centered, hypocrites and childish. They don't even understand why are they even there to begin with. They just do things that benefit themselves or won't get them into trouble. But by doing that, they get other innocent party who sincerely find meaning in being there into trouble. These people shouldn't exist in the first place. Totally disappointed.

My squad is quite big. Too big for so many different characteristics to come together. Conflicts happen too regularly. I just hope for the better in future to come. For now, I shall just concentrate on my job.