Merry Xmas! maybe not...

Initially I had a lot to say. Many feelings to pour out on this black page. However, I decided not to, and just keep it to myself. Since there's no one I can talk to about it any way.

Merry Christmas to all.

This time round, I spent Christmas alone drinking. But at least she said Merry Christmas to me. I don't know what matters to me anymore.

Let's not make this depressing.
Be merry, Edwin.