Updates

Its been some time since I last blogged here.
So long that even blogger has to ask me to re-sign in.

Things for me has been going on fine, but not so fine these days. Although not as happening as it used to be when school holidays just started, its still pretty much quite a packed holidays for me. During this period, I had a couple of people telling me that I'm a person who likes to be left alone. But I told them I enjoy going out in smaller groups, but I also treasure time spent being alone. Its just different to me when being around others. You don't have to try to be another person from who you are when you're alone. That's because nobody's around you to judge you. Anyway, back to the point. Have recently also just won a trophy - dust collector of the house, one day after my sister won hers. .38 shooting competition - CI team - Male - 1st runner up. I have successfully accomplished my wish for the last trophy to be won before I graduate.

I don't know why, I don't know how, neither do I know when, I have realised that my social circle isn't very large to begin with. Yes, I may have a lot of acquantences around. We see each other, probably smile or say hi and then we walk away probably without even saying goodbyes. Many people have said that I have a lot of friends, but truthfully speaking, I don't see anyone of them. Maybe just a few who has lasted and weather through life's hardiest storm - time. Its really a factor which has tested the friendship of many. Of course, which many has failed to pass. I've been pretty upset over this matter for the longest time possible. Each time repeating myself over and over again, all about the same issue. Even if people don't find it sick of me talking about me, I find myself sick in the head for mentioning it all the time. That's why I choose to either blog it down, or probably just get it stuck in my head without escaping through my mouth. How I wish that I'm back to the past, where friends in our pre-school are "I don't friend you, you don't friend me". Basically, simplicity. So much more pure and genuine back then. How I wish.

I shall catch up with more of my friends for the time being before I head back to school. Flying off for a holiday this coming Thursday. Maybe another post before I leave. But then again, it takes two hands to clap. So instead of me always taking the iniative, why not these people start asking me out. Till next time people!