Another random post

I cannot understand why I got scolded so badly this morning the moment I woke up. Just because I cannot wake up in time to go to school, my parents scolded the shit out of me and started banging everything in the house and throwing tantrums. I seriously think mum is starting to have menopause. This is bad. But its okay, national service will keep me away from home most of the time.

Talking about that, NAPFA test is like this thursday. And its the last one already. I seriously don't wish to go and fail. I hate failing. Who doesn't? Knowing that most likely I will fail, why go take the plunge. But I'm really afraid that if I don't go take it, I can't graduate. Then that sucks.

On a side note, I think that parents should not be arrogant and not apologise or say thank you when their children do something for them or when they do something wrong. If they teach you how to say thank you and sorry, then they better know how to say it themselves.

On another note, I am in a dilemma on whether should I attend my prom or not. It's going to be my first prom and probably my last if i ever cease studying after this. It's a really cool location. It's expensive. And I may not like the company of people (which I believe is one of the most important factor). Lastly, I also do not know what to dress for the occasion. Superstar? Oh my.