Appreciative? Not.

I try so hard to become who I am right now. Worked my way, weather through many setbacks, risk my ass just to achieve something that I really hope can benefit others, and the whole. But then when I see how the way people treat me in return, it just demoralises me to know that what i've been working so hard for are actually just gone to waste. It came from above, below, and those at the same level.

It really feels so crappy shit.

I'm tired of all these seriously. I just can't wait to get out, and start my life anew. I need real people, real friends. Don't come mess me up already alright.

I need to borrow some of these from Daryl: