Its a Passion. But you killed it.

I promised the person who told me that issue not to blog anything angsty about the issue. And I shall stick to it. But I just feel like typing it down here, so just let me be.

If someone insults, or put you down, or do not think you are good at the thing you feel is the greatest passion, and what you do best, I think that's really really very upsetting. Although it was not told directly to me, neither do I know the real rationale behind why it was mentioned, I still find it pretty upsetting that I'm being regarded as not so good at something I feel I do quite well at.

When people ask each other: what talents do you have? Some will go "I can play the piano!" While others will go: "I can play soccer!" All I can say is, I only know how to do drills. That is how much pride I put into doing what I feel I do best at in my entire life.

I admit that I'm not perfect, neither am I always putting in my best efforts into it, but at least its what I feel most confident and happy doing. Probably I was caught not performing up to standards at the wrong place, at the wrong time.

Don't worry, I do not blame that person. Maybe that person wants me to improve? Or maybe this, or maybe that. So many circumstances to why that person said things like that. I should probably just reflect on my own skills, and improve on them.

Thanks for telling me, and no, don't feel bad =)