What's my future going to be like?

I'm really really really very afraid of my future right now.
Everything seems to be so realistic.
I must wake up from my fantasy island.
And start realising that my life is about to change.

Fuck! Its so damn scary.

National Service is coming in so damn near.
Of course, there's more to NS than just serving 2 years.
(Maybe some of you may know, just keep it to yourselves)
My whole life's future is at stake right here.

Too real. Too real.

It's just all too real