One of my section/bunk mate who was doing guard duty with me had a good talking session. I asked him what he feels about me so far. He said something which really made sense. He said that I am neither here nor there. I want to excel yet at the same time I'm being laid back.
Thinking about it over and over again, made me realise that is really how I am right now. I want to be in command school because of personal reasons and also because of external pressure. But yet at the same time I don't want to push myself too hard in the army. Afterall, its not confirmed whether or not I am in the SPF.
I don't know.
But anyway, I just want to get well soon.
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