FUCK MY LIFE

A few days ago, I wanted to comment about the term "FML".
How in the world do you fuck your own life?!
But today, I experienced something.
That literally just FUCKED MY LIFE.

Today, I reported for work.
Being anxious and excited.
Upon reaching, my friends slowly started receiving information about their postings.
And guess what?
I'm left out cos I don't know where I'll be at.

Hence, I thought that maybe I would go to one of the remaining places.
But unfortunately that didn't happen.
"Expect the unexpected"
So much for that, I got posted to a place TOTALLY OUT OF THE LIST.

And yes, now I'm officially in the DHQ.
Doing back stage work.
Blessing in disguise?
Know the background work before being on the ground?
Maybe.

But this is definitely NOT what i signed up for!
I want this job to be on the ground.
Meeting people.
Enforcing the law.
But stay behind and not even see the sunlight when I work.
Hiding away in the basement dealing with persons in custody.
Or listening to the headset talking to my beloved colleagues on the ground.

This is seriously fucking my life.

The second blow came when we first reported for work.
And the news of IPPT being held the very next day had to come.
What a wonderful thing to start of my career isn't it?
HA HA HA.

I'm alone in DHQ.
Not getting what I wanted, AT ALL.
IPPT, which I'm probably gonna fail.

FUCK MY LIFE