Let me tell you a story. A true story.
A very long time ago, I met this person. A girl. Someone who will turn out to be rather special to me in the near future. Despite knowing this person since a long time ago, I remember vividly how we first met.
The whole meet up was pure coincidence and totally unplanned for. I still remember it was her graduation day and it was a casual outing for me with my friends. Just so happen that we both had this tingling feeling in us that made us felt each other's presence near the vicinity, hence we decided to text each other to find out. To both our amazement, we were really just next block to each other! We thus decided to be sneaky with our friends are decided for a rendezvous. Thinking back, it was really hilarious. But there you go, our first time meeting. Shortly later, I decided to meet her again after she was done with her plans to send her home. It was truly enjoyable. Till today, I still keep our first photos that we took together on an overhead bridge. Time flies.
We've been rather closely knit in our relationship. She's attached to this guy who shall not be named. Well, aparently this guy has some issues with me, probably jealous of how close I am to this girl. But that being said, he soon got too over his head and started asking this girl to cease all communication with me. Stupidly enough, this girl agreed. I guess this is what they call "love is blind". Blinded by her love for this guy, we still secretly kept in touch once in awhile and meet up too. Nothing could fool this guy. He soon found out and they went on a roller coaster ride. Well, of course you readers shouldn't just blame me, because I'm not the only "victim". All other male homosapiens that kept in close contact with this girl did feel this guy's wrath. Period.
Time goes on, and its been quite a number of years ever since I have first met this girl. We never fail to feel comfortable in each other's presence. But due to her busy schedule, tightly bounded by her "blinded eyesight", we rarely met up. There were many times where I really get so frustrated with this unique girl for her stupidity and lack of sensitivity towards my feelings. But each time, I chose to forgive her. UNTIL ONE TIME.....
This guy, had asked her to commit an act, in which she obliged to, which drastically damaged the trust that I have for her and the close knit ties I once had for her. She's really hit the boiling point this time. I had so very wanted to leave her on her own to fend for herself. Since I probably do not worth as much, I thought to myself that this girl needs to be taught a lesson. A very painful one in whivh she will remember and hopefully regret for the rest of her life. Yes, I am that revegeful and cruel.
But my heart soften when this girl came back to me one day and apologised and sought for forgiveness. As much as I want to forgive her, I still must make her pay for the price she had done. Since she is so blinded by a guy who does not even worth a single drop of hers, whom she so dearly hold close to her, she needs to understand she either lose him, or she loses everyone else next to her.
If you are reading this, and know that this is for you, please do reflect and my last advice to you, actions speak louder than words.
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